| Choices.
I remember the good old days when I did not have to make so many choices- when life was so much simpler. It was only about going to school, do homework, play video games and living life knowing what tomorrow will be like. The systematic way of life is certainly reminescing. But now life is moving so fast, filled with important and life changing choices that sometimes I feel I dont even have time to really consider. School has only a week left and I am still indecisive about which internship offer to accept, or even doing an internship at all; My company is facing some major investment decisions in the coming summer; And recently, Zattoo wants to hire me as their vp of distribution for their US headquarters.
Each of these choices leads to a complete different path and I really dont know how to make the right one. Now I can really feel the burden of being an adult and actually starting to realize a sense of responsiblity.
this is hard.
god help me.
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| Life is great
thank you god. 
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| Toby is staying on campus over the summer.
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| So, yes! the semester is about to end. And I am returning to MD on the 26th.
but No! finals are coming up in a little more than a week, and looks like I'll have to spend a couple nights in the library.
Anyways, there's this new game that everyone's playing, so i guess I'll play along as well.
For this game, I am suppose to write about 35 ppl in my life (I think its 35, but I am only have time to write 10)
10) Get your acts together kid, you were great last semester, what's going on man? You are one of my best friends and I KNOW you can struggle through whatever you are facing. Or maybe sometimes you just worry too much. Relaxxx
9) You were one of the closest people to me. But you are drifting away, further and further. I don't know why. There seems to be a curtain that separate us although we are both aiming towards the same direction. Maybe it's the competition. But you are certainly one of the most influential and motivating persons in my life.
8) You are one of the people I wish I had never met. Indeed, we had share fun times, but you have done more damage to me than anyone else ever had. Honestly, I don't even know how and why I fell for your little traps. And we are definitely from two different worlds. You are slipping. I can see you are misdirected and lost. I can see your failure. But there's nothing I can do, not because I really can't help you, but because you won't receive my help and you also don't deserve my help.
7) I miss you alot. I think about you sometimes. We used to hang out and talk alot. But you were always unresponsive to my initiations. I've sacrificed alot for you and I think we've built a great friendship. And it seems like that's all we've built
6) Funny, exciting, sometimes embarrassing person, you are a great friend and a great person to hang out with. I still can't believe we have so much in common and you are always supportive to my suggestions.
5) You are one of the most perfect person I have ever met. You are so good-looking, smart, diligent, goal-oriented, popular, athletic, and easy-going. Your smiles are so comforting and motivational. We compete a lot. Yet we both know that's the only way we can both succeed. I've learned so much from you and I will not be able to stop learning from you. I can see our friendship will never last. I think I'll be seeing you for a long time and together, we can accomplish endless feats.
4) You are a great friend of mine, very good friend. We met in summer and you actually ended up living two floors below me this year. You are so sweet and funny. But I feel I can't get close to you. Maybe we are still very different. I like the way we are, i think I'll be seeing you alot for the next couple years
3) I haven't talked to you for a long time. Even if I have a chance to, I probably don't know what to say. I was close to you, at least I think I was. I really thought you were an amazing person. But you are misdirected. Your hunger for attention and skin-deep expression of caring will only help you make more shallow friends, if not at times offending some of them. You did tell me you had great goals, but they are fell empty because you did nothing to attain them. Other than hanging out with you friends I don't remember any other significant things you did. If you do not get very far in life, it is not because you are not smart, it is only because you failed to prioritize your life and don't know what's important.
2) You are the most loving, caring, influential person in my life. You love me so much, and for soo long I failed to realize it. I was too immature and did not understand what you were trying to do. But now I do. And I will never disappoint you again. I will make my name great, and yours along with mine.
1) You are not very close to me. But I can see you are trying very hard to bring back what we had. I missed the old times, when we used to jog under that bridge every morning. For the longest time, I thought you hated me. But only till recently I realized you care for me at a level more than anyone else in my life. You are sweet and you are great. And with your constant desire to advance, to strive for higher success, you will only be greater.
0) I just remembered you so I am adding you on. Your life suck. And you are just too immature to realize it. Indeed you have goals, but they are just too weak. Sometimes I wonder how your family can be so successful while you resemble nothing of them. We were good friends once. once, the first time we met. Then you just became totally...(no word to describe) I don't want to be too critical, but you are really dissappointing. I just hope one day you'll wake up and learn it's time to stop fooling around and do something meaningful with your life.
-1) I just rememberd you too. You are a great person. We've been friends since the first day I became a freshman in high school. You taught me soo much. And you got me into an amazing hobby that I feel really bad for eventually quitting. We should talk when we have the chance because I feel you and I have many things in common. You've changed alot, for the better of course. I think I still remember alot of the things you taught me (especially over that one summer) But when I come back home this time, you'll see I've changed alot too.
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| F*ck Econ 401
F*ck EECS 215
F*ck MATH 255
F*ck ENGR 100
F*ck Research
I am so tired of school..
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